Invites sent!

Hello Readers!
I am sure our readers have doubled since our last post since the invites went out! Wedding plans are coming along smoothly... I am extremely proud of myself for balancing all that I have on my plate now. As stated in the invitation, I will be needed an RSVP no later than June 15. This will give me a better idea as to who is coming and how many more places I may need to purchase. Thank you for all your cooperation and I hope to see you all in 69 days!

On a more solemn note: I would like to address yet another situation to a confused and disgruntled reader. I have never had the opportunity to break up with a person until a not so recent situation aired its ugly head.. over and over again. I am tired of the games and I am emotionally worn down with the fighting so let me say this and say it in a blog for everyone to read so that there may be proof and comments about this conversation which I would have preferred over the phone but was left with no open lines of communication besides a wedding blog. I know your reading and because your reading you care on some twisted level. I loved you and you hurt me and those I love dearly. You use to be someone I admired, loved, befriended, and leaned on but time has changed you and I can not hold you as that person any longer. After years of fighting and attempts to repair a lost relationship, I am THROWING in the TOWEL. Last time we talked, I told you it was over between us but I guess you did not understand the reality of those words. I am in full control of my life and do not need to consult anyone besides those I chose to include. You are not welcome in my life anymore, not because I want you to be left in the dark but because you refuse to let go and move on to more pleasant times with me or those associated with me. You have not proven to me that you are capable of changing for the best, instead you continue to put me down whenever we have interactions. YOU were the one who told me you wanted nothing to do with this wedding so don't act surprised when you didn't get an invitation to one of the most important days of my life. I am ok with this plan, it is you who is refusing to see me in a new and more mature light. I honestly expected better from you and thought you would change your tone when you saw that you were not invited but instead you call me unforgivable names and expect me to apologize and ask you to stand beside me down the isle. I am in the driver seat. This is my wedding and I make the rules. You hate that. You think you can make things better by threatening me and destroying those I love? You think you have the same friends you once did and the support by those ppl like you once did... but your'e wrong. Its not your fault, people change but I don't have to be your friend anymore and neither do they. Look at your life as it is right now. I hope your happy because you lost me amongst others you held dear. You lost respect, love, happiness, and more. Money won't buy these things back. Ive waited around for you too long and in 69 days, I will be moving forward with my life with full throttle. I doubt you will be included and I wont cry a tear for you. I'll always cherish the person you use to be but Im an adult now and see you for who you really are at this point in time. You bring me down and when we are apart, I think about strategies to bring us together again. I am tired of being disappointed. You think I havent tried fixing anything but I have. You need to apologize and mean it but be prepared to be shot down at times because sometimes sorry isn't enough. I have nothing to apologize for. I will say that I tried calling you but was sent to voice mail because you were too busy bad mouthing me to answer the call. I had a civilized conversation planned in my head prior to the bomb dropping but you over reacted again, like you always do and did not give me an opportunity to have it with you. Stop texting me threats and leave me alone. The people who show at my wedding love and support me. I'll be honest and say that I dont think Ill be over this in the next 69 days to consider letting you in my heart again. If you loved me and wanted to be part of my life, you would have tried over and over again. So Im sorry you lost me. This is the last time you will ever hear from me unless you chose to try and fix this. I have all rights to hang up and send to voice mail because your reputation with conversations with me is a famous one I know too well. Take me seriously word for word. You will never hear from me again. This relationship is over.